yay i am writing this before midnight for the first time in a while huh, its 11 30 pm now, i am tired as shit

Yeah i also cried today , for some family issues reason, its so fucing easy for me to cry man, its because i cant stop thinking, i need to stop myseld from thinking in order to stop crying

About today , it was not so great productivity wise as i said , the afternoon sleep is killing my time.

Hey ,could have been worse you know ,hehe , idk i could have done it better.

what ever

i wanna sleep but also have some me time , some child time. To be really honest most of my free time is consumed by dispatch.

I am listening to Little light by deep dream from dispatch. dispatch has really made me feel little bit lonely lol. i am desperate for a season 2 , not even sure if i would enjoy s2 or not , but i just need it.

uhhhhh, alright i think thats it , im gonna watch more dispatch content and surf reddit now, bbyeee